Funny how just how I feel stuck in a fork in a road with no idea where to progress from here. I feel stuck and like I am drowning. Any one I talk to just shrugs it off and then makes me feel even worse by doing so. I feel so behind on my work, and feeling pressure from my parents to find an actual job........
I just wonder is it all really worth it anymore?
Am I really fighting a one sided battle that I already lost?
Even things like my "relationship" are not going easy or well right now, and I feel like I am failing as a person all around.
I just need to get this off my mind.... Maybe I can finally move froward from here.